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2005-08-24T18:34:00.000-07:00

hey, um gonna delete mi blog.. maybe doing up another one.. consider furs.. cos um like sick of it lah.. so der nx blog um doing up will be like putting up juz photos lor.. will be quite interesting, i guess.. heex, so yea, muz miss mi k?? shld be coming up in like october.. =look forward to it!!=

2005-08-18T19:42:00.000-07:00

hey ppl.. hahas, it sLackIng time.. yay!! ha, now i can blog like siao.. heex. so der below is wad happened during der week.. here gOes!

Mon: had hist. test.. -pia- like siao for der whole of Sun.. wah lau, i cant believe i was DAT hardworking.. ha. got improvement, gd. hahas. den in der evening cuzenz came to grandparents hse.. so we talked lor. abt almost everything lah. from -Sentosa- to -Signs- [its der show on Blockbuster Sunday..] hahas, we're such gd cuzenz!! i luv dem!!

_shiying**yaoyu_

luv you ppl like siao.. hehe.

Tues: Lit. nth lah.. juz trg at Clementi lor.. 3 sets of 1km at 5min 15s per set.. whOa. ha, sounds like tough job. it is. dxmn tough. but i muz admit: from Jan till now-- Aug, der sec 1 athl-gurls realli improved alot.. last time we all thot 3 sets of 400m was alot alot alot and enuff to stop our heartbeats. but now, we're doing tougher workouts. phew. talk abt KiloMetres. ha. had a gr8 dae lah, at least cld train wif beloved athl-buds rite?? heex.

LOOK ON DER BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!

Wed: had Phy. and EL. i tell u. it sucked. LIKE BIG TIME?? plz, which planet do der phy. teachers come from?? so weird. dey can TEACH: PHYSICS! wow. den in der noon went to do cleanliness grading for der sec 2s.. afta dat saw claire LU, she asked mi whether wanna go Mac anot.. so i agreed lor. aniwae beii and zu oso dere mah. den went dere saw sOap, Lie, yees and nadia outside -- inside got bei, zu, tongjing, kristie, runfeng, dengyin and aixin. den shared an ice-cream wif Lie. afta dat did maths hw.. [todae was maths test mah..] den asked Lie wad i dunno lor. ha, den was struggling wif dat for a veh long time.. den later went back to sch to wait for Lie's fwen. i told zu and bei to leave furs and so i went back wif Lie, claire LU, yees and stella.. on der train talked alot wif lie.. veh long nv chat le..

Thurs: todae during recess ate 4 -kunings- [der fish found in nasi lemak] i ate my own in my nasi lemak. den veron gave mi 2, phyllis gave mi 1.. yum, kunings! and der thing is i ate dem all in 20 mins!! wad an improvement man! ha. see bei and zu: i can eat veh quickly de hor! =D den during D&T. hais, sucked lah. so much noise and screeching stuff.. wah lau, dxmn irritating de lor.. so NOISY! ha, altho i agree wif Mr. tan dat mi scream is much worse.. afta dat was phy. k, can we like not talk abt it. i don wan LEE-TEO to be in mi blog. ugh, wad a -MOO-. and den it was speech and drama lesson. den went back class wrote compo[si han]. dexi was so pissed and worried he cldnt go hm.. ha, kept cursing. later rui jie and dexi kept asking how to write dis and dat.. so i helped lor, afta all i finnished mine and was waiting for bei wad.. ha, den was dismissed rady lor. zu went for her totally idiotic SC investiture.. bei was eating and i went wif shuying, claire chen, claire lu, stella and kex to do cleanliness duty.. hais, and unfortunately 2k is still hving lessons. dey OWAEZ hv lessons. HOW SUAY. ha, my luck. den afta dat saw der guys helping wif der carrying of newspaper onto a truck and junhao asked mi if i wanna help. so i agreed, knew it wld be dxmn fUn!! ha, and expectedly, it was!! like veh veh veh fun lor!! nx time got come i wanna help le.. ha, den i kept throwing onto der truck and siyong kept catching. heex, was dxmn fun lah. deres once i almost fell into a puddle of dirty water.. ha, dxmn farni de.

pS://realised leon is actualli a nice guy..

2005-08-14T14:45:00.000-07:00

hey peepo -yepyepyep-

haahs.. deres bad news.. =( i wont be able to update until afta exams.. hais, DXMN SIAN lor.. wadeva lah.. GD LUCK PPL!! k, bye!!
pS://i still luv wEi. wadeva~

2005-08-10T22:30:00.000-07:00

hi ppl. got 2 things to say..
1. on n' dae went out wif yeeshuang, claire lu, stella and ningyi afta sch to west mall.. we went to eat and dey went to shop for ROD things for their seniors.. b4 dat we were struggling at der MRT stn becos dere was a dilemma abt where to go.. weikai was asking mi where i wanna go.. den i was like oso veh 'fan' abt where to go lor; TIONG OR WESTMALL? hahas, den we were stuck dere for veh long lor.. den in der end weikai went tiong but returned to Lot 1 to find der NP ppl and i was like 'SIAO! time too much izzit??' den i went to Lot 1 to find yees, stella and ningyi.. dey left without us!! -sobs- hahas, but we managed to find dem lor.. den dey went ard shopping and one suggested dat dey take neoprints.. den i suddenly felt veh EXTRA.. not becos dey said anything bad or wad.. but its like i not veh 'shou' wif dem den veh weird if i take wif dem lor.. so i juz refused it.. den dey 'ren hen hao', dey insisted i took it wif dem.. so was like ok lor.. juz take it as i owe one to dem [i didnt PAY!!] hahas, k. den afta dat we went hm.. oh ya, we saw sylvia, wenyi, huixian, soap dere.. but don think dey saw mi lah..

2. todae mi lit. grp came mi hse to do proj. [bei, zu-zu, dexi, xigua].. was dxmn FUN lor.. wah lau, played like siao..

-eh, wait. i THOT it was supposed to be a PROJECT?!-

hahas, but at least we rehearsed. ONCE. ha. wad a joke man.. hahas, k.. den we talked abt alot of things lor.. gotta noe dem betta.. hahas, den dey left at abt 1545hrs..

pS://todae had trg but der gurls didnt noe.. den i was like 'shit. um in deep shit.' hahas, cos mr. tan asked mi to forward to EVERYONE mah.. den i onli forward to 2 ppl.. one of dem phone spoil. der other smsed to one. i was SO DEAD lor.. and mr. tan looked dxmn buay song lor.. hais, um STILL AS BLUR AS EVA!

pS:// hahas, now everyone juz goes to 'MY STUFF' lor.. den u ppl oso muz come over to check out der entries k??

2005-08-06T13:36:00.000-07:00

yay. had mi lunch--pizza.. YUM YUMM. hahas, kk.. den yesdae was shiying's bdae..

-happyBDAEshiying-

den ate steamboat at ah ma's hse last nite.. whoo. another >> YUM. den had alot of fun wif mi beLovEd cuZeNs.. took videos and lame stuff like dat.. ate der cake mum made for shiying.. hahas, but it seemed like i had eaten der mOst.. heex, bo-bian wad, i LOVE to eat cakes.. hahas. so yea, had a realli gr8 nite at ah ma's place.. now um gonna talk abt trg and afta dat..

i think ollof ya noe mi schedule veh well le rite?? heex, yep.. yesdae had trg.. t'was MacRitchie resv.. den as usual ran der 8km lor.. shuying didnt run, had chicken pox.. so she kinda timed for us.. we ran der dist in 48 min.. minus away der time we ran back to see to wee-wee and esther and xiumin, shld be onli abt 40 min.. whoo, quite fast eh?? veh happi dat we all improved.. GD NEWS!

afta trg had to hurry back to sch for athl-meeting.. sec1 to sec4.. we talked abt quite alot of things lah.. like der sec1 athl-gurls' goals for nx year's nationals. at furs we said we wanted to get a 2nd for team.. den we decided to change to 3rd, cos we kinda figured we wont be able to make it lah.. we're quite slow compared to der sec2 seniors.. but michelle said cannot.. muz change to 1st.. cos 2004-3rd 2005-2nd 2006-muz be 1st le.. so we got quite alot of pressure lah.. from der seniors and all dat.. hmm, den we oso der team's strengths and weaknesses.. trg tees and everything.. michelle said we cld draw up a design and hand it to amanda.. um thinking maybe der sec1 athl-gurls can contribute a lil to der team by handing in OUR design.. so yea, thinking of wad to draw and stuff.. think it's abt all.. den we left der sch for JP.. on der way to boonlay, met mel and lie on der train.. dey said dey were gg to yonghong's hse.. den i was thinking 'where is wei??' and wondered aloud. dey den replied dat he was already at hong's place.. hais, wad a pity. i thot i cld see him.. hahas, shit. um OBSESSED wif him le.. aiyah, i don feel like gving a dxmn abt anything.

'life sux.' 'yea.'

pS://iLUVwei

2005-08-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

hais, deres alot of tension in 1k dese few daes..
furs it dengyin and lame-oh trio.. den mi and tongjing.. here goes>>

dengyin is indeed becoming more and more bitchy.. i cant stand her, like SERIOUSLY. i dunno if dis is der truth.. but its lame-oh trio's opinion.. furs she cut her hair like mine, altho mine already sux, hers sucked more. SEE FOR URSELF. den shees flirting like siao wif der 1f guys.. i think dey feel dxmn disgusted lah.. hais, poor bois.. she even asked tongjing for ziwei's hp no. lah!! um so dxmn pissed wif her lor.. to think i treated her as a fwen; i feel so bEtrAyeD. den its like her blog is all talking abt bois rady lor.. cOpycAt like siao sia.. wah lau, i cant stand her le.. she thinks if shees like mi, she can be attractive to guys. but dengyin, dis is for u: [U DON HV TO CUT UR HAIR LIKE MINE TO FLIRT WIF GUYS. UM TELLING U I DON FLIRT. AND EVEN IF I DO, I CAN DO SO WHEN UM BALD. WAKE UP~! jiayou man, hope u can hv as many fwenz as i do. j i a y o u .] ooh, i can smell some pre-catfight symtoms.. ha, k, i shall stop.

den tongjing, hais, don say lah.. i noe um being sOOper possessive.. and um totally aware dat ziwei doesnt belong to mi-- hees NOT mine. but u noe, i juz cant help being jealous. not juz envious dat wei smses tongjing and not mi, um realli jEalOus.. hais, um outta mi mind.. [er tongjing, if u happen to see dis entry, don be disturbed.. um ok.. and i noe its perfectly natural altho i hate being lyddat; treating wei like my own.] hais, i muz cOntroL!!! i cant be dis mad>> seriously NO.
pS://so here i go agen, I LUV WEI!
ppS://-happi bdae jesslyn-

2005-08-03T16:30:00.000-07:00

hi ppl.. i shall go straight to der point..

yesdae had trg at queenstown stadium [der place where wei and xianglonn once tried so hard to come but in vain] .. kk, den we did sets.. 3 sets of 400m; muz be less than 1min 45sec for each round.. i was dxmn stressed lah.. cos its like dxmn tough mah.. plus recovery time is of ratio 1:1 .. so will be veh veh tiring.. so ran and survived.. ooh--thank God. hahas, but der 2 mariah careys, namely wee-wee and claire almost puked lah.. wow, claire stopped herself from doing so by SWALLOWING lah.. hahax, wad a joke man..
den afta cooling down, coach settled us down for a pep talk..
MY COACH is a gr8 coach who doesnt reprimand us.. and his pep talk was a veh meaningful one.. enlightened mi somehow.. and afta listening to him, i conclude dat

-I LOVE COACH!-

hahax, but yea, seriously i luv him alot lor.. he treats us darn nicely lor.. but he owaez crack jokes and say things dat will wake mi up from mi sleep.. hees realli a wonderful coach.. um sure gonna miss him when we're wif Pundien [k, um quite sure dis isnt der correct spelling.. hahax, pardon mi.. i dunno how to spell his name..] ..

Eugene Lee rox.. jiAyOu athl-gurlz; cannot let Coach down!!

kk, den deres juz one more thing to say b4 i go.. its like dat.

juz now afta sch was in der staff room, looking for Lee-Teo's pigeonhole but i cldnt find.. so i went to search in der teachers' name list.. den wei outside.. i think he wanna return der MD, but der door was locked.. so i think he saw mi and knocked. 'tock tock' . i looked outta der glass window and saw his shuai face peeking into der room.. so i clicked on der button to let him enter.. [k, i noe u wld say 'huh? wads dere to say abt?? its juz a stupid incident abt opening der door for someone wad.' yea, it is wad. but i juz wanna say.. hahas.] okies, um off.. bye.

pS://jAzzLurbbeWei

2005-07-31T12:12:00.000-07:00

yow.. mi com is seriously down ok, so don blame mi if u keep seeing der same old entry.. mi mum says its ok.. but it obviously doesnt seem so to mi.. kk, i shall shuddup and stop talking cock..
todaes dexi's bdae.. so i shall wish him a sOOper fUn bdae!! enJoy, taXi..!
and yea, gd news.. ziwei is 1F's new DCP.. yay, hahax. gd luck man, seriously.. believe dat u'll do well in dat aspect, since u're so 'shou' wif everyone.. hehehex, jiAyOu.. wo ai ni.
yesdae had trg in sch.. was rather tough lah.. but at least betta than at macritchie.. as in dist. lah.. it was abt 6km, 4 rds ard der schs and blks.. den claire had a veh bad stomach-ache so she skipped a rd lor.. haiyor, den afta running der 4th rd, wee-wee became a lil' nauseous and like veh giddy.. actualli we planned to go tiong to hv lunch.. but afta dat decided dat she'd betta go hm.. since she was so sick.. aiyoh, she even vomitted a few times.. hope shees fine lah.. yesdae was sure a suay dae..
at tiong, claire, xiumin and i went to eat furs den shopped.. claire and i shopped ard for earrings.. um sooO desperate to buy a new one!! so talked and strolled ard till like 1.20pm den i decided to go hm.. on der train, received ben's call and we chatted.. k, der below is gonna make mi a lil' hypocritical.. here goes..
ya noe ben's those kinda guai kia and frankly speaking, he has a lot of self-confidence.. dat makes him rather hao-lian.. i hope u get mi.. and u noe hees a nice guy lah.. but hees veh lame-- sOOper. but i juz dunno how to reject him when he calls, ya noe?? and he was like telling mi jokes which were seriously NOT veh farni.. i didnt wanna hurt him, so was like luffing so FAKELY i thot i hated 'DAT' mi.. i knew he didnt realli hv much fwenz.. but i don think i can survive dis way.. tell mi how?? i hate to be a hypocrite but i wanna get him off mi back.. kk, dis is getting sooO hurting.. i shall stop. but in anyway, yesdae was his bdae, so yea, happi bdae.

pS://i don gv a shit wad ppl hv to say abt mi ; stOOpid ; duMb ; retArdeD ; wadeva, i still like ziwei.

2005-07-29T15:40:00.000-07:00

ah-ha ah-ha ah-hahahaha. um back!! [um in der com. lab now] whoo.. kk, i'll cut der crap and tell ya abt mi dae.. heex, here goes..!
had hist. presentation todae and it sucked to der apple core.. aiyah, but i thot it was a quite-ok presentation.. but she juz scolded us lor.. haiyor, so bad de.. we onli 2nd grp leh.. den der furs grp everything oso forgven.. den us, aiyah, all in all it sucked lah..
yesdae captain xigua had piano exam.. hope he did well lor..
den der dae b4 yesdae me bei lie xianglonn kam mel junhao jingyi went hm 2gader.. altho kam and mel went der other way--to pasir ris.. found out sth from lie.. but i shant say it.. not private enuff for mi to say over here.. hais, too bad for ya lor.. wahhahax. butum dxmn sad becos of it lor.. altho
and yesdae openly ponned trg.. ah, seniors don scold mi hor.. i had remedial den mr. tan said afta 3.30pm don hv to go le.. so i didnt turn up.. heex. kk, dats abt all lor..
pS://alrite, see ya..! -muacks-

2005-07-25T17:40:00.000-07:00

whee..!! hahax, um baCk!! aiyah, sry if u've been visiting and reading der same dxmn thing.. um sOrry.. cos mi com cant dial mi up.. er dese daez quite a lot of things happen lah.. but shan't talk abt it..
okies, i shall talk abt der PDP elective.. todae is der furs dae of sec 3 adventure camp, and der sec 1s and 2s got on wif our learning journeys and PDP elective.. um in social etiquette, kinda sucked lah.. but still gain some knowledge lor.. not bad le.. at least betta than money smart kids lor.. dat prog. sucked like siao lor.. so sian de.. hahax, meijie, dengyin, nick and *captain xigua in it.. heex, too bad!! ah-ha ah-ha ah-hahaha.
den er, found out dat yonghong's NOT pissed wif mi, but after dat i wanted to confirm, so i went to ask agen.. he said 'aiyah, f*ck off lah!' i was like 'huh huh huh???' i thot he wasnt liao, cos b4 dat he greeted mi by pulling mi hair.. aiyah, i don realli gv a dxmn lah.. juz dat i owaez dunno izzit he realli angry wif mi becos i did or said sth or hees juz hving a bad bad mood.. hais, well, wAdeVa..
den juz now, saw cheelin in com. lab .. got a feeling dat hui en likes him cos she was like helping him wif wadeva he asked mi to help him wif.. ugh. eXtrA. hahax, but nvm lah.. aniwae its not like shees snatching mi stead, so i don care.. oh ya, and der music on mi blog, i gotta comment on it.. cRediTs to mi cuzen, tOmatO.. er i gave her mi password and user and she helped mi to put dis song on mi blog.. tHankiEs! -muacks- den i realli luv dis song lor -- gui ji-- rox!! heex, veh touched by its lyrics.. veh meaningful..
mm, den oh ya, mi piano exam.. it sucked BIG TIME.. or was it mi?? nvm. i thot i did sooper badly on fri.. and i -- i dunno.. seriously.. i muz hv faith in God, so many ppl pray for mi so i muz trust in Him.. aniwae, i wanna thank der following ppl who helped mi pray: .aRnoLd.maNdy.yUnHui.gRaCe.
er and der following asked how was it, wanna thank dem for their concern: aRnoLd.maNdy.yUnHui.tonGJing.pHylliS.nAtaLie.caPtaiN xi-Gua.zUZu.bEi.
um truly sry if i'd missed out anyone, but juz thx to all who realli prayed.. tHankiEw.
*captain xi-gua = kunhong
pS://i think i gtg le.. thx for reading..

2005-07-15T22:03:00.001-07:00

wah lau.. sry ah.. so long nv update.. heex, mi com cant dial mi up!! wahhahax. kk, i'll put everything short & swit.. here goes!
on 10072005, sunday, der athl-team went for a race in west coast park.. was rather pathetic.. cos onli abt 20+ ppl in der 'under 18 women's race'.. wahhahax, maybe dats der reason i got 5th.. woohoo!! 5TH! wahahax, um so dxmn happi lo!! mi furs trophy since i came into rv athl-team.. heex, cOngRatuLate mi!! whee.. den on dat dae, deres dis red-shirt guy who offered mi tissue paper when i was moaning for it.. heex, den i was like sooper paiseh lo.. heex, so swit eh?? aniwae, he told mi he and his fwen are volunteers and proceeded to hand mi a pamphlet dat saes 'you can make a difference in their lives', or sth lyddat.. wah lau eh, dis guy's quite shuai de lo.. hahax, den after he told mi all der blah-blah, we left lah.. den i heard his voice shout out 'ta yao ni dian hua hao ma!!' wahhahax, was sooO cute lo, he.. kk, enuff of 'tissue guy'..
den now, i like last time lyddat le, go to 1f every morn.. i dunno if its a gd or bad thing.. but i realli enjoy gg to dat class.. altho veh noisy, but i find deres der 'qi fen' to study and do work.. seriously, um not being sarca.. den now mi and ziwei oso lik fwenz agen lo.. like go back to normal liao.. oso dunno why, um not feeling anymore uneasy, we talk, joke like how we used to last time.. juz dat not dat close le.. oh ya, and der guyz told mi to call fred 'yonghong'.. um still trying to lah, cos call him fred for so long le, den now ask mi to change veh difficult leh.. but since everyone call him yonghong, i shant make miself an exception..
and today, went out wif claire lu and bei to je and tiong.. we furs went to tiong to eat and were supposed to go watch der guyz play soccer, but didnt hv time le, i had to leave for je for mi piano lesson.. so left lo.. den later met up wif bei and claire at der library.. den after much persuasion, bei FINALLY agreed to head back to tiong for a walk.. so it was abt 30 mins back, and we juz went dere to find dat der guyz werent playing animore and i juz bot earsticks.. dats abt all.. boo, sucked eh??
[but at least juz now afta piano lesson i saw yunhui outside, she was gg for her piano exam.. so scary lo.. hais, den i saw her bro wif her.. sooper shuai one lo!! sooper sooper lo.. but hees in NS liao.. but doesnt look like lo.. shuai like siao lo.. heex. kk, dats abt all i wanna say..] bye
pS://luRbbE weI likE cRaZy~

2005-07-15T22:03:00.000-07:00

wah lau.. sry ah.. so long nv update.. heex, mi com cant dial mi up!! wahhahax. kk, i'll put everything short & swit.. here goes!
on 10072005, sunday, der athl-team went for a race in west coast park.. was rather pathetic.. cos onli abt 20+ ppl in der 'under 18 women's race'.. wahhahax, maybe dats der reason i got 5th.. woohoo!! 5TH! wahahax, um so dxmn happi lo!! mi furs trophy since i came into rv athl-team.. heex, cOngRatuLate mi!! whee.. den on dat dae, deres dis red-shirt guy who offered mi tissue paper when i was moaning for it.. heex, den i was like sooper paiseh lo.. heex, so swit eh?? aniwae, he told mi he and his fwen are volunteers and proceeded to hand mi a pamphlet dat saes 'you can make a difference in their lives', or sth lyddat.. wah lau eh, dis guy's quite shuai de lo.. hahax, den after he told mi all der blah-blah, we left lah.. den i heard his voice shout out 'ta yao ni dian hua hao ma!!' wahhahax, was sooO cute lo, he.. kk, enuff of 'tissue guy'..
den now, i like last time lyddat le, go to 1f every morn.. i dunno if its a gd or bad thing.. but i realli enjoy gg to dat class.. altho veh noisy, but i find deres der 'qi fen' to study and do work.. seriously, um not being sarca.. den now mi and ziwei oso lik fwenz agen lo.. like go back to normal liao.. oso dunno why, um not feeling anymore uneasy, we talk, joke like how we used to last time.. juz dat not dat close le.. oh ya, and der guyz told mi to call fred 'yonghong'.. um still trying to lah, cos call him fred for so long le, den now ask mi to change veh difficult leh.. but since everyone call him yonghong, i shant make miself an exception..
and today, went out wif claire lu and bei to je and tiong.. we furs went to tiong to eat and were supposed to go watch der guyz play soccer, but didnt hv time le, i had to leave for je for mi piano lesson.. so left lo.. den later met up wif bei and claire at der library.. den after much persuasion, bei FINALLY agreed to head back to tiong for a walk.. so it was abt 30 mins back, and we juz went dere to find dat der guyz werent playing animore and i juz bot earsticks.. dats abt all.. boo, sucked eh??
but at least juz now afta piano lesson i saw yunhui outside, she was gg for her piano exam.. so scary lo.. hais, den i saw her bro wif her.. sooper shuai one lo!! sooper sooper lo.. but hees in NS liao.. but doesnt look like lo.. shuai like siao lo.. heex. kk, dats abt all i wanna say..
pS://luRbbE weI likE cRaZy~

2005-07-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

yay. todae was fun.. k, here goes..

heex, todae went out wif lie, mel, wei and minyan.. kk, if u're wondering how minyan and der guyz got together, lemmi tell u..

lie told mi to go lot 1 watch movie in der noon so i agreed lo.. den wei say he wanna see min yan, so lie told mi to call her.. so she came and we went for a movie--war of the world

wah, quite nice leh.. aliens, machines and stuff.. quite interesting lah.. but der air-con was sooper cold lo!! i mean sooper! but mel, wei and minyan all say not cold leh.. when we came out dey still veh warm..

den after der movie der guyz said dey wanna play soccer.. so i juz asked dem to come over to mi house lo, aniwae its a pleasure being wif dem mah.. so yea, dey came and played lo. budden lie told minyan to come over agen, so dat dey cld talk.. den mel and wei veh buay song.. dey sae lie 'kao beh' de.. everytime go talk wif gurlz.. cos dere was once when der guyz were playing bball den lie go join der gurlz play captain's ball mah.. so i went to call lie over to play lah.. den he say let dem hv some disadvantage furs.. so i was like 'huh??!!' farni ah.. den i had to go and tell him to come for like 3 times b4 he finally came.. ugh. den dey were playing wif der ppl at mi void deck.. those ppl veh cheater one lor! when dey play dey knock ppl down de lo!! um so pissed. so asked der guyz wanna play alone.. den dey finally agreed after much persuasion.. so we moved to another place..

so play play play den dey say dey wanna go home le.. so juz left lo, cos i oso leaving le mah.. hv to go hm and eat.. so when dey were leaving i said 'bye' but no one budged. so i repeated 'eh. bye lah.' den dey [lie and wei] replied 'bye!' den was giggling lah.. dey realli dxmn cute lo!! esp wei!! wahhahax. so dat was mi day~

pS://juz chatted mandy. all's well. gd. heex.

ppS://lurbbe wei like siao

2005-07-08T20:40:00.000-07:00

wah lau eh.. todae suay like siao lo.. juz now when gg for recess after music was like reading a dunno-wad lah.. den saw a black thing when der drain is supposed to be.. so i juz stepped on it lah, cos i thot its der cover mah.. den wah lau, its not lor!! its a hole lor!! siao de.. omg, super lose-face de lo!! shit! hais, suay like mad lo.. ugh! so diu lian!! )=
den todae was cca dae den as usual stayed in sch, watch ppl, do hw, talk.. blah. k, den bei pei mi lah.. wahhahax, thx bud!! cos zu-zu go kallang for trg.. sian rite..? so later saw nick and wenyi den asked dem cum over to talk lo.. den nick veh farni de.. joker sia..
den dese daez hor, dunno why der wilfred arsehole everydae oso lian chou chou.. a.p. like siao lo.. ask him go and die!! bleahx. suck. so rude to teachers de lo.. and i luff abit onli he oso wanna poke his nose into it.. -rolls eyes- buay song like siao everytime i luff.. its not like its any of his business lo!! blah. blah. blah. freaking piece of dung. suck.
pS://k lah, dats abt all.. oh ya, >jesslyn: and no matter how shuai beng is, wei still rock der most!! eh, no offence ah.. heex. wei's still shuai lah, but maybe not as shuai as beng.. dats all wad.. kk, i betta don say liao.. eh jesslyn.. realli don be offended ah..
pS://lurbbe wei so much, um gg nuts!

2005-07-05T20:00:00.000-07:00

wahhahax, um back from trg..
sucked like hxll lo.. uber tough sia!! wah lau eh, 3 sets of 1.2k sia, each muz be under 6min.. wah siao lo, mad liao.. but of cos we nv listen lo, juz like run at own comfortable pace.. heex, we so bad de.. hahax.
wah lau, i shld realli cut down on der food i eat everytime after trg.. cos coach say muz hv 2-hr window mah, den we owaez go eat eat eat.. wah lau eh, eat till now sooper fat de lo!! diao eh, muz go dieting agen le.. hais, shi bai men.. kk, den todae nth much lo.. onli wanna say wei uber shuai sia! wahhahax, growing shuai-er and shuai-er everyday.. chao ji wu di shuai like siao lo!!! -screams- heex. hees so shuai, hees making mi go nuts!! wahhahax. kk, i hv to go liao..
pS://lurbbe wei like siao.

2005-07-04T19:03:00.000-07:00

yay. um back to blog. all's fine lah.. like everything ok lo.. den er, todae is youth dae holi.. stayed at home lo.. wad to do?? i haven finish hw wad.. sian diao sia.. kns, eveyday stay at home.. plus der lit. meeting we onli got 1 lo.. sian lah. boo. suck. hais, how i wish i can see his shuai face rite now.. miss him so much.. i can onli look at dat pic taken 2 months ago every time i wanna look at him.. long time nv talk to him le.. and dats how sian lo.. wah lau eh, dis suck even more can?? den dis cumin sunday gg to west coast park for race.. diao eh, 5K sia.. as in der dist. lah, not prize $$.. heex. den gor tell mi to go for church after racing.. aniwae abt 8.30am race end liao mah.. wahhahax, den can be all stinky and enter church.. dats how farni lo.. wahhahax. aiyah, oso dunno lah..

wah lau eh, dese daez mr. tan kc owaez ask mi do dis do dat.. like i cap. lyddat.. ugh. k, um not exactly grumbling lah, but its like... veh weird lo.. heex, or izzit he wanna make mi cap.?? wahhahax, no lah.. kidding onli.. but if he realli make mi cap. hor, will be veh cham leh.. cos i veh irresponsible de, den mi team will suffer.. muahahaha..! k, dis is lame.. end here.

pS://oh ya, who der heck is 'dragon_wing9' and 'ruby_fox2187' ar?? anyone noe tag at mi board k?? thx alot hor..

pS://lurbbe him like siao.

2005-07-01T19:00:00.000-07:00

heyax. um back from sch.. todae no athl-trg.. so can relax and do hw.. stay in sch, look at ppl.. k, i noe um lame.. sooper. but nvm lah..
dis morn went 1f to ask fred whether can lend mi pe shirt.. cos i forgot to bring.. den um not like veh veh 'shou' wif any of der gurls in sch, [except der athl gurlz lah] so went to kam dey all lo.. den thot fred wont lend mi, but he did!! wahhahax, so happi.. cos he veh gd to mi.. heex. [hais, i realli pity dengyin leh.. dat wilfred lo.. why so bad to his sis one?? okok, i noe dey not godsiblings anymore.. but dey at furs veh close wif each other de.. (dey were godsiblings for onli like 1 week..) den now think dey hate each other lo.. like so cham de.. hais, hope mi and fred wont become lyddat.. ive been thru dat short period of time, when i thot he was pissed wif mi altho he wasnt at all.. so its like veh cham lo, dat period of time.. but now i veh gd wif him agen lo.. thank God!!]
and wei.. we're fwenz lah.. yea, and um contented liao.. can go back to last time wo jiu veh happi liao.. thank God agen!! but now i realised its actualli mi who darent talk to him.. i mean like, he treats mi normally now, like talk to mi and ask abt pdp programme and stuff like dat.. but on der contrary, its mi who feels uneasy abt talking to him like last time.. like gd fwenz lyddat.. hais, so sian hor.. but gonna treat him like how i treat him last time, talk to him normally and don get nervous and make everything awkward.. its rather tough tho, cos i still like him.. hais, juz pray lah..
pS://omg, i actualli went to social for der pdp programe.. um sooper dumb.

2005-06-30T20:13:00.000-07:00

yoz, um back liao.. from trg and sch.. yay, another entry..
todae trained in sch.. i like training in sch oso dunno why leh.. maybe run ard der sch can see alot of fwenz mah, but run in stadiums cant see other sch-mates de.. so yea, like training in sch more than in stadiums.. den todae onli ran 2 rounds ard der sch and estate.. dxmn slack de.. but we compensated it wif more body-building and drills.. yay, and der team improved liao!! yay. [as in der gurlz lah] last time we ran like 20++ mins.. but now its onli abt 19 mins.. hahax, yay..
den b4 dat saw meijie and jesslyn. asked meijie wad cca she was in, cos i wanna ask when ncc end mah..den i asked 'ni shi ncc de ah??' den she said 'bu shi' so i asked agen 'np ah?' she replied yes.. ugh.. den she said jokingly dat she was kidding.. bleahx, even called mi 'chun' [as in stupid & idiotic].. wahhahax, so bad de hor?? lolx, no lah.. kidding onli.. =>
den juz now from breakfast till lunch onli ate like 2 pieces of bread.. yay! todae's dieting is a success!! hahax, yay!!
hais, i miss wei.. long time nv talk to him liao.. haiyo, i so cham hor?? hais.. den oso long time nv 'zi xi' look at his hair, specs.... his everything.. hais, guess i don hv der chance to do so like last time.. =''( so sad lo.. miss him like dunno-wad.. bLaH! wadeva lah.. ugh, i don even noe who der heck he likes now.. dat time went to talk to lie and fred in der canteen juz a few daez ago, den he was juz beside fred.. but i darent look his way.. oso dunno why, juz like dunno lo.. miss him like siao!
pS://bleahx, life weedout wei sux b!g time. SooPer siAn.

2005-06-28T18:30:00.000-07:00

yay. second dae of sch liao.. sch's fine lah.. den wanna tell ya sth.. deres nth btwn mi and fred.. no quarrels, nth!! omg, can u believe it anot?? yay. todae i went to talk to lie and he was wif fred and der rest.. den talk talk talk.. suddenly fred said sth [but i forgot liao] den i was like 'eh?? i thot u're pissed wif mi??' den he replied 'shi ni xian bu yao gen wo jiang hua de lor..' wahhahax, yay!! thank God menn!!whhOO.. yay, i got mi godbro back!! yay!! REJOICE!! hahax, yay yay yay.. yeah, i got mi godbro back!! we're once agen god siblings and um soOO happi lo.. and fill ya in on mi and wei.. we're fwenz lah.. den altho we still like nv talk lyddat, but i veh contented rady lo.. cos at least hees not pissed wif mi.. yay!! thank God..! i thot our god-sibling relationship is gonna end liao.. but hallelujah!! hees back wif mi!! hahax, yes!! YES!! yay yay yay, kk.. i hv to go liao.. thx for reading hor.. byez
pS://>fred: i will treasure u gor-gor.. i promise.. luv ya..

2005-06-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

ArRrgHhh......!!! its mon agen.. bleahx.
aniwae, yaoyu's back frm australia liao.. yay. lolx. den had barbecue on sat nite.. had a realli gr8 time wif mi cuzenz lo.. hais, its der last week of holiz le.. den hw, hais, don say le.. its not dat i don wanna go back to sch, its juz dat i like der feeling of slacking at hm and blogging, watching tv.. aiyah, actuali its gd dat sch's reopening.. but er hw-wise, i think mi dep-chair will hv a roaring gd time recording names in der management diary.. lolx, i don think i can finish lo.. haven even started wif der bk review.. heeheex. aiyah, don gv a dxmn lah.. so sian aniwae.. and i realli hate being 'OFFICIALLY AVAILABLE' ya noe?? it sux, SERIOUSLY. um how lonely lo.. hais, don feel like gving a shit abt it.. aiyah, now hv to go do work liao.. signing off..
pS://don think will be blogging till sch reopens.. so don waste ur time cumin yea?? but tag if ya wanna lo.. thx
pS://yay, manyee, ah-di and ah-yi cuming back on either der 22nd or 23rd june.. yay.. miss dem sooO much esp ah-di.. hees so cute de lo.. hahax.

-out.wif.mandy.agen-

2005-06-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

heyax, here to tell ya abt mi day agen.. oh ya, b4 dat, wanna thank another person [addition of name to mi previous entry] er, hees keelei aka thomas.. er, hees der 1st person i seriously liked.. so erm muz thank him for being so nice to mi when we were in p3.. hees realli a gd guy, but der relationship didnt work out tho.. juz liked each other, didnt wad 'gg steady' was last time.. lolx. so yea, muz thank him for letting mi feel wad luv was like.. thx so much keelei..
now abt mr. and mrs. smith.. omg, dat show rox like dunno-wad lo.. whooO!! aniwae went to watch it wif mandy and larry.. er for ur info rite, dere were onli like 7 ppl in der cinema in all.. and its like how lil ppl lo.. siao men.. nv watch movie in a cinema wif onli 6 ppl b4.. lolx. but der shows dxmn nice.. action-packed, farni and yea, nice.. lolx. muz go watch k?? oh ya, and brad pitt is super shuai lo.. wah lau, beyond description lo.. gd-looking like hxll sia.. lolx, k enuff.. er yea, i hv to go le.. thx for reading mi blog hor.. =D

-top20-

2005-06-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

k, dis ones for mandy.. [again..] k, wadeva lah.. [lolx, yaoyu, muz still read ah..] so dis ones abt der top 10 guyz and 20 ladies important to mi.. [1 is most important.. 10 is er.. u get der point.. but at least u're on der list.. heehees.]

laDieS, u rock in mi life.. tHankiEw..
1. mA, u're sometimes veh loh-soh, but i still luv ya..
2. manDy, u rock men.. i realli luv ya.. tho u're in nhss, we're still der bez of fwenz rite??
3. sHiyiNg, sistas 4eva!! sry for der scratches.. lolx
4. sInG, yay, another sistA! luv ya.. muAckZ!
5. sHinZu-zU, yo gurl.. ha, thx for bearing wif all mi nonsense..
6. bEi, same as sHinZu..
7. dEnGyiN, ha, lame but yea, u still rawk..
8. athLeTicZ gURls [claire, kexin, yuxin, xiuhui, huishan, esther, sherrie, shuying, xiumin] thx ollof ya, der slackiest and toughest trgs,we've gone thru then 2gader.. stay UNITED! whoo.. jiayoux k??
17. jEss & soAp, thx for all ur encouragement.. tho we're not even considered as gd fwenz, i thankiew for gving mi consolation when i was down.. thankieW!
19. sHirLey!! whoo.. [as in lao-ong..] teacher, slim down yea?? thx for teaching mi everything i needa learn in life.. thx for ur words.. lolx, God bless..!
20. SITI! [k, in case u dunno, shees mi maid..] shees in indonesia now and i finally noe der sian-ness of living without a maid.. wanna thank her for washing, ironing, folding mi clothes and putting dem back into mi wardrobe, for putting mi things back to der rite place, and everything else a maid does.. thankiew soooO much!!

gUyz, thAnkIew too..
1.pA, thx for helping mi wif sch work and stuff.. oh ya, and thx for not beating mi for like months liao.. thankiEw! lolx.
2. yAoyU!!! i realli luv ya dearie..!! lolx, k.. thx for listening to everything i say and lending mi ur shoulder..
3. aRnoLd [1st person who said um pretty, yay.] hey shuai ge, thx for smsing wif mi.. luv ya veh much.. mUaCkz!!!
4. bRos, enuff of ur nonsense.. gRoW uP liao, both di and gor!! lolx
5. kEeLei aka thOmaS, er thx for letting mi noe wads bgr.. lolx, luv ya too..
6. AZL+ZL [zhu, lie, min, kip, jemi, mandy, ghee, yan!!] xie xie ni men gei wo yi ge hen mei hao de pri sch life.. thx for everything.. bEz buDz foreva!! ROCK ON BROS!
7. frEd, mi first Godbro.. but now hees veh pissed wif mi.. think he don gv a dxmn abt mi liao.. but still hv to say a big thankiew.. thx for being mi Godbro and being so nice to mi.. realli luv ya..
8. wEi [2nd person who said um chio] thx for ur smses too.. altho ollof ya are so pissed wif mi, i still luv u guyz.. once budz, now, er i dunno..but i esp wanna thank u, wei, for gving mi fond memories.. i dunno wad happened but er, thx for gg to tiong wif mi to buy dengyins present, for not blocking mi on msn altho u're pissed wif mi, for waiting for mi trg to end and trying to cum over to der stadium, for stopping der other guyz from hitting mi wif der pillows at freds hse, for letting mi take a pic of u and not deleting it, for saying gd nite to mi, for offering to help carry mi file in der train, for telling mi u're veh sian cos i didnt leave wif u when der other guyz had to stay for detention.. THANKIEW WEI FOR EVERYTHING BIG AND LIL THING U DID FOR MI, maybe u don think its anything big or sth, but i realli treasure wad u gv mi.. thx alot.. oh ya, and for telling mi um chio & cute altho um not at all..
thankiew..
9. wEikAi, niCk, meL, kAm, Lie. same as fred, juz dat dey arent mi bros.. luv u guyz!! mUaCkZ!

-class-outing-

2005-06-14T20:30:00.000-07:00

yay, todae had class outing [and becos of dat, pon trg and even saw some seniors.. how suay..] went west coast park.. veh fun lo.. altho onli 20 outta 32 ppl came.. den we played games lo.. yea, den er.. after dat at abt 5, ppl start to go home, onli abt 9 ppl stayed to play other things lo and chatted.. so yea, had a realli gr8 day lo.. glad dat runfeng and wilfred are not angry wif mi liao.. heeheex.
pS://think i hv sunburn.. hais, wadeva lo.. its worth it..

-plaed soccer-

2005-06-13T22:50:00.000-07:00

yay. todae went play soccer wif AZL+ZL and some others[lie, zhu, kip, min, jemi + zhu's bro, jingyi, wanchi] .. lolx, den veh fun lo.. but onli play 1 match.. less than 2 hours.. haiz, cos dey all say leg veh pain.. lolx, i stepped on wanchi's foot twice, sry ah.. but like quite happi lo, at least got to see min, kip, zhu and jemi.. esp jemi and kip.. long time nv see dem le.. so yea, dat was mi day..
pS://todae actualli supposed to go airport, cos yaoyu, sing and family cuming back from australia tonight, but too bad cant go.. when we were gg, dey called and said dey're back le.. stoopid lo..
ppS://yay, tmr is class outing.. lolx, hope everyone will enjoy der day..

2005-06-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

lolx, mi athletics sistaz asked mi if i wld talk abt mi trg todae.. so for their sake, juz say abit lo.. here goes..
todae coach asked us to run der northern trail [in macritchie] as expected.. whoa, cant believe i actualli conquered der whole trail.. yay, lolx. was abt 9km, and quite fun lah.. at least like got shuai gez, trees and other ppl to see.. lolx. den had a gd run lo.. more fun than 2 of der guyz route.. k, done.. hahax. [happi anot, gurlz?? i write abt trg leh!! -siao-]
den oh ya, YAY! now um officially available liao.. lolx, cos i don like anyone now.. wah lau, shld congratulate mi lo, dis is like so seldom seen.. lolx, yay, um quite happi but rather sad too, i've lost him.. haiz, but as der song goes-- owaez look on der bright side of life!! *whistles* -- guess dats der onli thing i can do..
jess and soap, thx for ur encouragement!! i can do without dem one..! er, k, i'll try.. but i cant seem to forget dem.. they were realli important guyz in mi life ya noe.. haiz, my will is too weak le.. but wadeva it is, jiayou and don fangqi.. noe i'll get over der guyz veh soon one.. k, i hv to go liao..
pS://happi bDaE, lie!!

-juz walk away-

2005-06-10T20:10:00.000-07:00

fred told mi when i see dem in sch and anywhere else, juz walk away and pretend nv see.. haiz, wad der hxll did i do to offend dem sooO much?? i realli hv no idea ya noe.. [maybe is dat time at CL concert i nv say hi to der rest, onli greeted fred, den maybe dey like not shuang wif mi lo..]
aiyah, wadeva it is, um veh sad lo.. thot dis bunch of fwenz [fred, wei, kam, xianglonn, weikai, nick, lie, mel] can be my real budz for der whole of mi sec sch life.. looks like its quite impossible now.. haiz, now i realli hv to pray hard le.. aniwae rite, um already veh grateful cos dey nv block mi on msn.. but i still think we shld go back to der past.. fred being mi beloved Godbro, wei and the others being mi so-called bez budz.. miss der daez.

2005-06-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

``hoLdinG on tO an uNfruItfuL rElatiOnsHip~--dats sooO -not mi-..

haiz.. bLeahx, wadeva lah.. don gv a dxmn.. aniwae,
todae went JP wif claire after trg.. oh ya, trg was dxmn slack.. ran for like 15mins onli.. lolx, so shiok men.. hahax, den went JP ate dinner at long johns.. yUmmI, lolx. and er, shopped around to look for lie's present.. veh vexed cos of it.. but in the end still bot a shirt.. quite nice lah, den hope lie will like it lo..

haiz, ya noe wad?? lie told mi wei and yonghong like don wan mi to join dem for lie's bdae celebration.. so i said i don go rady, since dey don welcome mi.. he suggested dat i go, juz don be so cocky.. um like wadderhxll lo.. now is dey buay song wif mi lo.. den how dey expect mi to react?? like veh desperate and try to get close to dem?? of cos not rite.. i mean like if dey don like mi den of cos i don go near dem rite.. and now dey say um cocky.. shit, um sooO losing my dem.. even lie.. haiz, wad is der prob?? aRgh..!

so if any of der ppl concerned [fred, wei, lie, mel, kam] happen to see dis, u've misunderstood.. i mean like i realli treasure u ppl.. and um dxmn sad cos most of ya don talk to mi liao.. i realli miss der daez when we were gd frenz, and i realli hope we can go back to der past.. staying close and joking like b4.. so um sorry if i've done or said anything to let u ppl say um cocky.. =''(
i realli realli REALLI treasure u guyz..

-went-out-wif-kam-

2005-06-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

oh shit.. dxmn sian now.. bleahx. aniwae, um still struggling wif hw.. lolx. den bro now not at home.. go fren's hse sleepover for a few daez.. sian.. haiz. stuck at hm wif mi younger bro..
oh ya, went out yesdae wif kam.. he called mi den told mi go wif him to lot 1 buy sth.. on der phone talked crap for veh long.. he sure is long-winded.. lolx. so juz went lo.. den there he said he cldnt find wad he wanted.. wad kinda crap.. den took bus back hm wif him lo.. lolx, wasted trip.. but glad he asked mi out lo.. thot hees angry wif mi.. cos quite long nv go out wif dem le mah.. lolx. k, i hv to go liao..

der 2 movies

2005-06-06T18:41:00.000-07:00

heyax, mandy.. dis one's for ya.. lolx.

few daez ago, went watch movie wif Lie, minyan and yunhui.. watched mOnsTer-iN-laW.. roX men.. den had fun wif dem lo.. den few daez later, went watch 'maDagAsCaR' wif mandy and larry.. long time nv see der both of dem liao.. esp larry.. der last time i saw mandy was like 17th MARCH.. den last saw larry is in JAN dis yr.. wah, miss dem sooO much.. hahax. den der show, it sUCkeD, bIG timE.. lolx. it was so lame lo.. like not farni at all.. except for one part.. der part which all der cats [or wadeva they are] sang der 'MOVE IT' thing.. lolx. luv dat part.. haiz.. pathetic sia.. but dunno why so many ppl wanna go watch.. its strongly not recommended.. unless u think u wanna experience watching der worst comedy eva, DON WATCH IT. ok, is dis like TOO OFFENSIVE?? k, enuff liao. so dat was der 2 movies.. k, um gg off..
pS://k lah, but hv to admit der animals were veh cute.. lolx
ppS://I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT, U LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT, SHE LIKES TO MOVE IT MOVE IT, WE LIKE TO, UH, MOVE IT!!! lolx.

whO??

2005-06-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

heyax.
anyone has any idea who is passion_me87 ?? [shld be a he..] dis guy added mi on msn..

and if der '^~weii' who tagged at mi board happen to see dis entry, plz tell mi which wei are u.. weikai?? ziwei?? WHO?? omg, um sooO eXcitEd..! did CZW come?? lolx. um dying to noe..

2nd week of holiz liao..

2005-06-06T12:40:00.000-07:00

haiz.. its der 2nd week of holiz liao... and ya noe wad?? i still struggling wif hw.. haiz, so MUCH hw, so LIL time..

yesterdae chatted wif jesslyn online.. [oh ya, for ur info rite, shees baobei_126.. ] and i sort of changed mi opinion abt her.. last time, or shld i say, b4 i talked to her, i used to dislike her, or even to der extent of hatred.. juz like kan ta bu shuang.. oso dunno why.. budden yesterdae talked liao den realised shees not dat bad lah.. i mean, shees not wad i've imagined her to be.. so i hereby apologise.. lolx.
omg, um so guilt-stricken lo.. like malign her lo.. haiz, thot shees a bitch, but turned out der other way round.. UM DER BITCH.. :D but not completely mi fault lah.. bLamE it on RUMOURS lo.. lolx.
so dats abt all lo.. um outta here..

pS://mi previous blog still sae shees a 'farni person'.. hahax. den she qin zi come mi blog and tell mi shees jesslyn.. den um like how paiseh lo.. lolx.

juz cum back from church..

2005-06-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

phew, um so tired.. haiz, and der worst thing is its juz early in der morn at 11.20! nvm.. todae as usual went church.. and to mi surprise, saw keelei.. long time nv see him le.. den todae saw him again.. but of cos we didnt talk lah.. in fact, we nv used to talk.. since he left UPS, we stopped talking.. csnt belive dat.. hahax.
but ya noe, der thing is, juz as um so confused whether to continue liking wei or to gv him up, why muz keelei appear?? its sooO.. .. cOinCiDentaL.. or shld i say, TOO coincidental?? dis owaez happens.. and der worst part is: der current situation doesnt help a bit, in fact, its making things worse.. uGh, dis sux..
but um still happy to see him lah.. he grew taller liao.. but der face still der same.. as cute as eva.. hahax.
k, dats abt all. um outta here.. thx for reading aniwae.. lolx
pS://oh ya.. any idea who's bao_bei126?? dis farni person added mi on msn.. plz tag if ya noe.. thx alot k..

2005-06-03T21:50:00.000-07:00

he's back from malaysia le..
2 daez of CID camp finally over liao.. at least got to see him.. well, we didnt exactly talk.. but u noe, even if its juz looking at him, i get all der switness.. hahax. i dunno how to put it, but i juz cant seem to let go.. i wanna forget him but i cant.. haiz, now he likes another gurl liao. she's dxmn lucky one.. lolx. but i'm dxmn sad lah.. its like everytime we see each other it'll be dxmn awkward.. haiz. altho got some eye contact, i still miss him.. his voice, his smile.. its been quite awhile since we last used our voices to converse.. its either sms or msn.. and now, we don even sms nor chat online.. -sighs- i'm so miserable.
i miss der daez.. can we ever go back?? i hv no idea.
pS://he's becoming more and more shuai.. lolx

new blog

2005-06-03T19:43:00.000-07:00

heyax. dis is jAzz de new blog.. muz come often yea??